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Thursday, 26 July 2012

Give yourself some "ME" time!

The pleasant breeze, cool atmosphere, isolated from the rest, Scruffy and the contrast between the city lights and the night sky.. terrace is my favorite place at night for some 'me' time. Whenever I feel tangled up inside or feel like giving people hi-5 on their face, I go up there to calm myself down. To  relax and let the little voice in my head speak in complete silence around.

We are all so caught up in our web of life that we can't even take time for ourselves. In a mad world all we do is join the rat race and see who gets there first.Away from all distractions, technology and people. Just you and nature. Think about how things are going at your end. Are you happy with it ? If not, how are you going to bring about these changes ? Let that little imaginary voice in your head speak and you would realize, you only have the solutions to your problems. 

Got some free time ? Instead of wasting it on twitter by tweeting or on facebook by updating things no one cares about, just do what you love. Give that time to your hobbies or just sit down, relax and introspect your life and then see the difference in your lifestyle.. We do have time for ourselves too in this busy world. We just need to sort our priorities right.
What do you do in your "me" time ?

 My last post completely describes how I'm feeling. This ain't the first time I'm being frustrated by people being such bitches. But, now I have lost my patience and it's becoming way too much. I do not have 'good', 'mature', 'real' people in my so called friend circle right now and I need to change that to help me remain sane. I don't have the slightest of idea, what pleasure do people receive after creating misunderstandings between their own friends ? Anyways, I currently do not have time to make new friends and connect to them. So I just have to learn to ignore and control my temper. Block these obstacles from my path of studying somehow. 

Anyways, clicked this *pokes below* today early in the morning. I loved the way it has come out. The color composition, the dew drops <3
Photography, blogging and gazing at the night sky sums up my "me time". What about you ? *wink*

Tuesday, 24 July 2012

I need to rant!

Attention! This is a rant post, won't be promoting it too much so I do not even expect any comments on it except if you are a die hard follower of this blog which I assume no one is right now!

Okay, I do not feel in any of my good spirits now. I lost one of my best-est guy friend due to his possessive girlfriend. One of my other guy friend is talking to me as I din't get good grades in my coaching centers. Other friends have become as fake as Barbie and Ken. Politics is on high in school and no one leaves any opportunity to pull others down. In short, I have no true friend. They are hard to find, I know but in my case it's impossible to find. All the good people I have met has gone due to different reasons and yes I currently have no one to tell my happy and sad moments to except my mum, dad and  scruffy.

Just waiting for my last school year to get over so I can fly off into a land of freedom where no one would judge me and get jealous because I get more attention than anyone as in the case of that possessive girlfriend. Thank god, I learned anger management, I never want to go down to her level and act the way she does.

On the other hand, T.S marks are finally out. Expected results, slight improvement but not happy but yet can't complain. My fault! On the brighter side, finally realized my mistake. I procrastinate a lot which is the main cause of my this grades. Working on it since this week. Made a tight schedule timetable and following it. The hardest part is to wake up at 3 in the morning. So far so good! *Touchwood*

I'm frustrated and I need to get this out. I ain't thinking and writing and hence my post is gonna be all mix match but I don't care. Typing and posting this makes me feel so light again. This world is so cruel. All are selfish, mean and arrogant people. I don't even have the slightest of idea when they are going to take some time out of their lives and think, think what do they even talk about. They don't live neither let other people live. I never understood the concept of gossiping and back bitching and don't even know whether I would be able to understand or not. They are even such good actors. 'Saamne kuch aur and peeche *sigh*'

Well, this year is crucial and I have no time for these stupid moron creatures. I can now finally say after 1.5 years, that now I'm on the right path. All I need to do is stop caring about what others have to say, stop procrastination things and just focus, not to forget maintain the same flow as I now have. The same energy, the same enthusiasm. AND I PROMISE TO MYSELF THAT I'M GONNA DO THIS FOR THE YEAR.

Let dogs bark, let them instigate others. I don't care you bitches. Let's see where you stand the next year.
I felt so proud when the teacher I admire the most told me that he is proud of me! He did, today when I was able to solve IIT questions of the chapter prepared in a day. Ah! Blessed!

Friday, 13 July 2012

Deserted Sky! - Poem in 55 words challenge

Hey bloggers!
I know it's been more than a month that you haven't heard of me but I'm extremely sorry, so much happened in my life that blogging had to take a backseat. Also I just turned 17 recently! Woohoo! :D

I was in a dilemma so as to what to blog after such a long break where Mr. Deepak Karthik came to my rescue. He challenged me for 55f. (I heard it for the first time :P ) and told me to write a composition/poem or anything that consists ONLY 55 WORDS! Quite a challenge for a blogger like me. But I did write a short poem based on the rules. Hope I did justice and also please don't be too harsh, it's my first 55 challenge! ^.^

The deserted sky and gusty winds
people praying to rain god
to shower mercy on them
to break free chains of fire in which they are bound,
to be safe and sound.
Failing to realize they themselves are the cause
heating buttered earth in a pan
blaming only others,
nature would come back for revenge.